23y, no family or relatives that can help.& don’t wanna lose my home or cat

I rlly have been through so mich already and now i lost my job and the money u get as smn who isn’t employed in my country (austria) isn’t that much, i have a cat with kidney issues aswell i rlly wanna be able to get us the food and stuff we need. I rlly couldn’t think of better solution, i rlly don’t wanna do OF or some other sexual stuff I am rlly not comfy with stuff like that, cause as i said i‘ve been sexual abused by my older sister and my father, there was other people aswell but that be a longer story. 
please please if u can spare anything i‘d be so thankful and i will send prayers and lucky charms to you

i rlly need some kind hearts 

i am so tired and i am at my limits i rlly don’t know what to do i just wanna be able to eat normally and not care about starving no more 

i try building side hustles like fiverr aswell but it doesn’t work atm

I put 5000€ cause i am currently in a minus of 3500€  i‘ve alrdy been over my moneylimit just to buy stuff like a bed or a phone 

thanks for taking your time!